redonkulous ranunculus, hellebores, narcissus, sweet peas, fritillaria and spirea

from last weekend, colors remind me of cotton candy.

i've been told recently that i don't smile enough. maybe in certain circumstances. i have an old picture of myself at 24 -- young, naive, still green behind the ears -- and i had a big smile on my face, like a really genuine smile that if you saw it, you'd likely smile back. i was happy to be in nyc; happy to be employed; happy to do whatever took to move my life forward. someone commented on that picture recently; he couldn't believe that i was the same person. i told him to come see me on my day off. i'm surrounded by flowers then and then he'll really know what i'm like. that smile is not gone, just hidden.

ranunculus, hellebores, narcissus, sweet peas, fritillaria and spirea